When I was in middle school in Saudi Arabia, I decided to become a lawyer. By 12th grade, I planned to study law in the U.S., only to learn that it required a bachelor’s degree first. Since many pre-law students chose political science, I did the same—despite having no background in American politics.
What Is Imposter Syndrome?
How It Showed Up in My Life
- Comparing myself to classmates who seemed to grasp concepts faster.
- Downplaying my accomplishments—even when I got good grades, I told myself it was just because the professor was lenient.
- Avoiding participation in class because I feared saying something “unintelligent.”
- Over-preparing for presentations to the point of exhaustion, just to avoid being “exposed.”
How I Started Overcoming It
- Recognizing the Pattern
- I began journaling my thoughts and noticed a trend: every time I succeeded, I dismissed it. Seeing this in writing helped me challenge those thoughts.
- Talking About It
- When I opened up to friends, I was shocked to learn that many of them felt the same way—even the ones I thought were “naturally brilliant.”
- Reframing My Thoughts
- Instead of “I don’t belong here,” I shifted to “I earned my place, and I’m still learning.”
- I started keeping a “win log” where I recorded small victories—like contributing in class or receiving positive feedback.
- Embracing Imperfection
- I accepted that not knowing everything was normal. Political science is vast—no one has all the answers!
- Seeking Mentorship
- Talking to professors and older students helped me see that even experts once felt unsure. Their advice? “Confidence isn’t about knowing everything—it’s about being willing to learn.”
Tips to Combat Imposter Syndrome
If you’ve ever felt like an imposter, here’s what helped me—and might help you too:
- Normalize the feeling—most high achievers experience it at some point.
- Focus on progress, not perfection—growth matters more than flawless performance.
- Celebrate small wins—keep a journal of achievements to remind yourself of your capabilities.
- Talk about it—you’ll realize you’re not alone.
- Ask for feedback—sometimes, an outside perspective can silence your inner critic.
Final Thoughts
Need support?
Remember, MSU’s Counseling Center is a great resource—you get 8 free sessions every semester to talk through anything on your mind. You can also reach out to CAST for student academic assistance—sometimes, a little guidance goes a long way. Plus, your peer mentors and coaches have likely been where you are and can offer real, relatable advice.
References
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